Perpetual Confusion

"Lonely im so lonely,

I have nobody,

To call my own"

Sitting here alone at home on a sat evening not knowing wat to do can be very frustrating..... but then again i convince myself by sayin tht its jus one of those saturdays when u dont feel like doin much.... Loneliness can be the single thing tht kills most ppl..... we've all heard abt ppl say tht they have absolutely no one to talk to even though there r around 20 ppl around them all the time..... why???????? cos no one wants to hear them out. There are also ppl who like doin things alone, they like their space, like spending time with themselves and being alone...... like me!!! so is being alone, being lonely....... no definitely not...... being alone, likin to do things alone is normal, but being lonely is like a fish thrown into a new sea, completely lost.... loneliness is also one tht leads to depression....... ppl who are depressed tend to spend time with themselves and prefer being away from company.....

Being alone is a choice... loneliness kills that!!!